Selasa, 16 Februari 2016

My new chapter

Hi to you.... my new chapter....

I call it chapter, because like a book, it will be a new chapter in my life, chapter 33...

I've already past my last chapter with alot of tears, hurt, lost, disappointed, but also laugh and happiness.

I didn't know should I be happy or sad because until now, i still can't believe what have had happened.
I'm trying to forget but not to forgive...

I've been trying to become a nice and  good person, but I guess it's not good enough.

For my new chapter, please be kind, be nice, and be lovely....

It's started with a heavy rain and a gloomy sky, like what i felt deep down inside....

But still... There is Hopes ......
there will be sunshine after the rain,
there will be cure after the pain
there will be smile after the tears
there will be a lots of love and happiness

Dear Allah....
You know what I need most,
please give me your mercy,
guide me to become someone that caring, loving, humble, patient, and many good things....

Dear Mom....
Thank You for being my Mother...
You're my everything.....
My world, my soul, my life....

Dear Dad....
Thank You for being my Father...
You're my everything....
My guide, my courage, my power

Dear Bro n Sis....
Thank You for being my siblings...
You're my everything....
My light, my fellows, my partners...

I know, I can't be someone like you want me to....
but at least I've tried...

Please,
pray for me,
shower me with all your love,
give me all your trust

Walk beside me... in my new chapter....

-Happy Birthday to Me-